When you get lost

First of all, I’m a delight.
Second, if you get lost, just hold still.

Long time followers will notice that my past posts are in hiding. Also, you might be thinking, “Kim…what are you doing…again?”

That’s fair. Honestly anything anyone has to say is fair. I got so very lost, and forgot the basics on what to do when that happens. Also, all the things I’ve taught, learned, or provided for others just went out the window, not noticing that I was in a huge, huge hissy fit.

Honestly, there’s a lot to unpack with all of this, and I don’t know how to explain it all just yet.

That saying about breakdown causing breakthrough is about the truest thing ever.

At some point you get tired of explaining things, and you get tired of people who promised to step up, be honorable, or walk beside you fade away into the distance. It makes you stop and think, “Holy crap, am I the horrible one?” Which, at times, you have been when boundaries were crossed and you felt like a trapped animal. Not my better moments for sure. But then, like the Taylor Swift song says, you realize that it is you, and that you keep following a pattern that seemed impossible to break. That is, until you really, really listened deeply to your intuition in a way you haven’t before. Or maybe I should say when *I* listened deeply to my intuition in a way that I’d never done before.

Followed every guidance, every step, and did it all the right way. Made my announcements after things were done, and just walked right out into the world with a big smile on my face like I had no cares in the world.

It was just another hit to the old self-esteem, all while giving me the most epic teaching of my life. It’s just a lot, and not everything is for this wee blog of mine…but one day, maybe, you’ll see the tendrils of all that transpired from February 2026 to the full moon on May 31st, 2026.

For those that read these posts, check out the sidebar to the right. I’ve added some new pages, and updated my bio.

Until next time…much love,
~ Kim

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Author: KE Upton

Maker of things, writer of stories, capturer of images, helper of people. Old hag in training. Extraordinarily Quotidian.

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